Showing posts with label Meth. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Meth. Show all posts

Monday, 29 September 2014

Lettuce

I'm sitting on a double wooden rocking chair on the porch, smoking my e-cigarette and listening to a hungry cat that's crying at my feet, when Linda comes out and we start a conversation on marriage.

'He was an addict. Meth,' she tells me, when describing her husband who just a few days previously has become ex, 'and in a fit of rage he did $25,000 damage to my house. Totally destroyed it,'
'Shit a brick,' I say, 'what happened to him?'
'Oh, he's in prison now,' she tells me, 'and he sends me letters asking me to get back together with him,'
'Woah,' I say, not knowing what else to say.
'Yeh,' she says, 'He was my next door neighbour, I knew him from when he was a little bitty sweet boy next door,'
'Wait,' she says, 'I'll show you something,'
Linda gets a folder of photographs from her car.
'Here's what he did,' she says, handing me the folder.
In the folder, which looks like it might have been compiled for evidence, are about 25 A4 size prints of photographs featuring what the former husband has done to the former marital home.
It looks as if there has been a hurricane go through it.
It is like a shot of a scene of a natural disaster from the front page of a newspaper.
'The kitchen cabinet doors were all over the front lawn,' Linda says.
I go through the whole book saying 'fuck' again and again, shocked that one person could do so much damage in one run through.
In one of the photos Linda's mother stands in a doorway, looking across the damage, her mouth slightly opened, her eyes slightly frightened.
There are broken tables, broken beds, broken pictures and frames, clothing thrown about the floor, broken bicycles, the refrigerator doors hang open and it has been dragged across the kitchen floor.
Almost everything is broken and almost nothing looks like it has been left where it belongs, except for a row of tidy high-heeled shoes on a shelf in the bedroom.
And an undamaged lettuce on the kitchen counter.
'That was my only contribution to the mess. I had thrown that at him earlier in the day during an argument,' she says, 'And then later, in the evening, I came home to this.'





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Friday, 25 July 2014

Small mercies.

Today, when I found out I have to take a US driving test, I nearly throw up.
I get a headache and start thinking about chemical relief.
It has been a terrible idea that I had moved to the US and that Tea Bagging Republicans are right-The Government have too much power, including the power to make me take another driving test!
All I can now think of is getting in the car with the instructor and starting the car BEFORE I put my seat belt on.

Teresa at the DMV (who sounds exactly like the meth-head from Orange is the New Black) is very kind.
'I'm too old for this,' I tell Teresa.
'You'll be fine,' she says, 'there's a handbook to help you out and you just gotta read the 180 pages,'
I'm pretty sure at that point I say 'fuck'.
'Then you do a behind the wheel test, some driving around the town and then a little bit on the freeway.
I say 'oh my God' at the think of the freeway and rub my forehead which is sinking lower to the table.

'What about motorcycle?' I ask her, 'Do I have to retake that?'
When she tells me yes I tell Teresa I might start crying.
'Is there any good news?' I ask Teresa.
'Well, yes' says Teresa, 'it'll all only cost ya $33 dollars.'

Small mercies, Teresa.
Small Mercies.


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